Lesbian activism in the Philippines grew out of the womens movement. In the 1980s, when feminism was not yet a buzz word among women activists, there were a handful of women who began the journey of discovering themselves and their sexual feelings towards other women. The atmosphere was not very conducive for coming out. Initial reactions faced by lesbians in the womens movement ranged from aversion to intense curiosity, from mild shock to voyeuristic interest. Some organizations, cognizant that lesbianism was an issue that went beyond the personal, conducted internal discussions and sharings. In general, there were no existing support mechanisms. Lesbianism was not considered a womans issue, nor was it reflected in the overall womens agenda.
Initial attempts to organize lesbians began at the onset of the decade of the '90s. Encouraged perhaps by events happening globally and locally, women activists started getting exposed to lesbian issues and to the physical presence of lesbian feminists. These events served as precursors to the blossoming of lesbian activism.
One such event was the Sisterhood is Global Dialogues held in 1988. The dialogues on sexuality was one of the first womenonly discussions and this initiative prompted one of the organizers funders, a big Manilabased foreign funding agency, to withhold an approved grant and demand an explanation to complaints that the organizers were promoting "exclusivism and lesbianism."
In 1990, the International Women and Health Meeting (IWHM), one of the biggest gatherings of international womens health activists, was held in Manila. The workshop on lesbianism in the meeting was one of the most wellattended workshops in the conference. Many Filipino workshop participants said that it was their first time to see and hear out "actual" lesbians.
These international events were important for several reasons. One, they provided avenues for lesbianism to be discussed as a political issue, devoid of the hysteria and uproar that usually accompanied it in mainstream discussions. Lesbianism thus gained a legitimate status at least during those conferences equal with other womens issues. Two, the atmosphere of openness in these conferences encouraged some Filipino lesbians to speak about their existence and experience of homophobia and discrimination. Three, the conferences underscored the need to begin the process of addressing lesbian issues in the womens movement. And four, the opportunities for networking and collaborating with lesbians from other parts of the world were opened by these gatherings.
Despite these, the actual birthing of organized lesbian activism did not happen overnight. The formation of a lesbian activist core group happened only after the 1991 Second National Conference on Health. The organizers of the conference gave the core group seed funding to enable them to convene and begin the process of organizing. The formation of the core group was not without difficulties. The group members, who came from diverse backgrounds, had to deal with conflicting needs and goals. The formation did not last very long, and no followup activities were conducted after the first series of meetings.
Perhaps the idea of an organized lesbian group was still ahead of its time. There were ongoing initiatives and activities that centered on lesbian issues, but this did not create enough stirrings for lesbians to forge together and unite under a common cause.
In August 1992, KALAYAAN conducted a rap session on lesbianism in Baguio City. The Baguiobased participants continued having meetings after the rap session, leading to the eventual formation of LesBond. LesBond identifies itself as a lesbian feminist organization "envisioning a free, genderfair, just and human(e) society where lesbians are free from any form of discrimination and oppression." LesBond is the first regional formation to identify itself as lesbianfeminist.
February 1993 witnessed the formation of The Lesbian Collective (TLC) in Manila. A selfpropelled initiative of young lesbian feminists, TLC capped its launching by sending a contingent to the 1993 March 8 Womens Day March who walked under a collectively designed lesbian banner. A statement was read during the rally, despite the initial reluctance of the marchs organizers to accommodate further changes in the program of activities.
TLCs formation had a lot of impact. For the first time, visible lesbians engaged in a proactive campaign against homophobia in the womens movement. TLC received invitations from women's groups, enabling it to present its positions on various issues.
However, TLC was not spared from internal conflicts and factionalization, situated as it was in the midst of a conflictridden women's movement. By the end of 1994, most of its members became inactive, which was sad considering the groups promise. Yet, despite its current moribund status, TLCs contribution to the growth of lesbian organizing remains important.
Unfazed by the difficulties of lesbian organizing, other groups started surfacing in 1994. The case of Elizabeth Lim and Evangeline Castronuevo, the lesbian couple dismissed by Balay Rehabilitation Center, a human rights organization, served as the impetus for lesbian organizations and womens groups to get together to form an advocacy and campaign network specifically addressing a lesbian issue. Cant Live in the Closet (CLIC), a lesbian group committed to media ad-vocacy, was established in April 1994. CLIC was instrumental in drumming up international publicity and support for the case of Beth and Vangie.
ALERT or the Advocates for Lesbian Rights is another group that got started because of Beth and Vangies case. ALERT started with 13 organizations but the number later dwindled to five. The difficulty in mobilizing local support for the case reflects the current state of activism in the womens movement.
Through the years, the diversity of the issues and the growth and expansion of the women's movement have resulted to specialization among womens organizations. The fact that campaigns and advocacy initiatives focused only on specific concerns make it difficult for womens organizations to rally behind issues that are outside their priority. Lesbian issues clearly remain in the periphery of priorities of most womens organizations.
In the same year, the WSWC, Women Supporting Women Committee, was organized. An existing project of WEDPRO, Women's Education, Development, Productivity & Research Organization, WSWC was formed as a response to the public reaction to a magazine interview of lesbian feminist and WEDPRO executive director Aida Santos. WSWC operates the first lesbian hotline in the country.
Softening the Ground
The existence of lesbian groups and lesbianrelated activities and initiatives does not automatically translate into a lesbian movement. "There is lesbian organizing but I cant say that there is a lesbian movement I always connect a movement with a mass base and thats what we dont have," remarks Tesa de Vela, one of the founding members of TLC.
Lesbian efforts are seen as scattered and sporadic, not yet representing a singular force. Nonetheless, they are necessary given the present conditions. Organized lesbian activism is a new endeavor and it has yet to determine the pulse of the womens movement visavis its own existence. Likewise, not all lesbians in the womens movement are involved in advocacy for lesbianspecific issues, though there are lesbian individuals working on lesbianoriented issues who do not belong to any of the existing groups.
There is a strong perception that the womens movement has slowly become receptive to and supportive of lesbians today. Yet, the enthusiasm and openness remains to be reflected in actual policies and programs of most womens organizations. One member of the WSWC comments that the groups unreadiness to address lesbian issues became apparent when it organ-ized a forum on lesbianism and the womens agenda. "We invited six big womens organizations. Only three came. The rest sent word at the last minute that they were not ready to discuss the issue. And during the forum itself, some of those who attended to represent the groups we invited also admitted their unreadiness."
Existing lesbian formations vary in their programs and projects depending on their analysis and perception of the needs and problems of the lesbian community. The groups approaches and strategies are as different as their primary target audiences. But there are also similarities, the most basic of which is the goal to address the needs of lesbians within and outside the womens movement.
Definition of Issues
Like womens issues, there is no singular encompassing definition of "lesbian issues." The framework of lesbian activism is hinged on the belief that lesbian rights are human rights, and that a struggle must be waged against homophobia and discrimination based on sexual orientation.
But more than looking at lesbianism as a human rights issue, lesbian feminists also recognize lesbianism as a basic feminist issue. Lesbianism is seen as a rebuttal against a society that upholds and rewards heterosexual relations but does not protect heterosexual women who are abused by men. Instead, it puts women in a bind: If women relate with women, they face the repercussions of that defiance; if they relate with men, they expose themselves to the hazards of day to day relationships with men, a state of involvement and interaction fraught with potential conflicts.
This is not to say that there is no room for tenderness or caring in heterosexual relationships. But the inherent inequality that stems from the present system makes it easier for men to wield dominance and control over women. Furthermore, and much to the chagrin of feminists and proponents of womens rights, mens predominance over women is often rationalized and defended in society, even by some women.
Lesbian feminists battle a system that ensures men access to and control of womens lives economically, emotionally, sexually, psychologically. Being or becoming a lesbian is staking a territorial claim to ones body and emotions. It is a space where men are not allowed to tread. Of course, this decision is not inconsequential. Lesbians brave great personal risks by standing up for their sexual choices. In the Philippines, as in most parts of Asia, lesbians find that their family is most often their first battleground.
Most lesbianfeminists live personal lives that reflect their political views. For instance, there are conscious efforts to redefine relationships to free it of heterosexist elements such as roleplaying or dominancesubordination. Lesbian relationships that occur in the womens movement somehow acquire new definitions and perspectives.
And because of the womens movement and because of feminism, there are women who have become more open to lesbianism. But there are women who look at lesbianism as a political alternative and a response to the many problems that beset heterosexual relationships. This resolution is simplistic, especially when accompanied by unrealistic and unfair expectations and assumptions about lesbian relationships. Thus, when lesbianism ceases to be the ideal that it is purported to be, these women end up frustrated and disappointed with the entire idea and concept of lesbianism.
But for those who have long regarded themselves as lesbians even before their involvement in the womens movement, the feminist analysis of heterosexism has been very useful in crystallizing their feelings. It gave them terms with which to describe their experiences. It provided them with the framework with which to view their existence more positively. These lesbians have chosen to be with women, not necessarily because they had an initial grasp or theoretical understanding of heterosexism, but because they have been oriented towards women even at an early age.
The links between lesbianism and feminism enable lesbianfeminists to get involved in issues that concern all women. During the furor that accompanied Catholic conservative Philippine Senator Francisco Tatads "election" as chair of the Senate Committee on Women, lesbianfeminist groups joined womens groups in the protest actions. Their actions, however, were not always appreciated. When CLIC's letter denouncing Tatads election was published in a national daily, one reader wrote CLIC to "please explain how the rights of its members got mixed up with those of women " The letter further said that, "it is quite unnecessary for CLIC to usurp the role of legitimate womens groups Lesbians in particular have no business trumpeting womens rights, since all they do is exploit women."
Such reaction is not the least surprising, given the prevailing mindset that lesbians are not women but "men trapped in womens bodies" or have "hearts of men and bodies of women." In fact, there are lesbians who do subscribe to this viewpoint. Media perpetuates these stereotypes, and sometimes goes to the extent of exaggerating or parodying such images. The concept of lesbians as women in both personal and political spheres remains to be grasped and understood by many. Lesbian feminists have to work overtime in sensitizing people to their issues as well as in mobilizing support from the womens movement, in light of such reactions.